I’m usually just quiet, I don’t talk too much. I prefer to be more of a listener than the one who initiates the conversation, and I’m perfectly fine with that set up. I don’t see anything wrong with that. That’s just the way I am and I’m sure my friends have already accepted me as me.
But lately, I’ve been in a really intense emotional roller coaster ride. Trust me, I’ve tried my best to keep my cool and be calm about all the bull, but I couldn’t hold it in for long anymore. To be blunt about it, I’m hurting. I don’t know how else to say it, it’s just that everything about the situation I’m in right now hurts me. A lot of times, I’m tempted to let loose but I don’t want to ruin or upset the vibe people around me have. So I just bite my tongue and decide to keep the peace within me. The stress is skyrocketing, to be quite honest. How the hell do people keep their sanity intact despite the intense struggles they’re facing?